Good Health Praise God

I am sure that is a question everyone has when they find out have a physical issue OR they get diagnosed with something. The sad part is, we don’t know. Could it last forever? Maybe or maybe not. The hardest part is living while not knowing. We don’t have the answers. Sometimes doctors don’t even have the answers. It’s hard to deal with.

The one person that I know that knows is Jesus. He knows what’s wrong with my body. The fact that he knows, and he is still giving me another day at this life makes me feel blessed. He is in control. I’m doing what I can to help myself every day, but he is in control. Does having joint pain suck? I think so, definitely makes my daily tasks a bit harder. Do I hate my life because of it? Absolutely not. At first it did make my depression worse, but now with almost a year passing I am learning to laugh at things rather than cry about it.

I’ll be honest, sometimes I make fun of myself. It makes me laugh and as long as I’m laughing my friends and loved ones laugh along with me. Sometimes they think it’s CRAZY that I am able to laugh at my struggles, but they love that I am able to laugh at something rather than be depressed about it and cry. Honestly, if I do have to deal with this the rest of my life, then I am trying to add laughter in it. Laughter is better than being depressed.

Not everything has a cure. Whether what I am going through can be fixed by diet or a cure, I will still choose laughter because laughing is a way, I am able to get through this.