Good Health Praise God

I understand the pain of wanting to lie in bed all day. I understand the pain of wanting to “give up”. Some things are just harder to deal with than others.

Some days you’re feeling great. Some days you’re down the dumps. There’s also days where you just need to let out a scream, or a really good cry. I’ve been there many times to.

Lately, life has been tough.

Everything Has Been Overwhelming

My plate is over filled and yet I’m not even busy.

Healing physically… heartache…school…life…

I feel like everything just hit me at once… and I’m still learning how to cope with all of it.

People tell me “you’re strong”… well I may seem like it from the outside, but really I’m fighting back tears that want to roll down my face and show that I’m not.

Even Through The Pain God is Still Good

I know that even through this difficult season, that God is still Good.

This season isn’t the greatest, but one thing that I’m happy about, is that I haven’t felt this much peace ever and I’m blessed about that.

The past few months I have felt ALL the emotions… lately I’ve been more on the downside and I know that’s normal. It’s just going to take time.

Every day when I wake up, I thank God. Even through the pain of everything that I’m going through, I still thank Him because I know He’s not done with me. He has a purpose for my life.

Staying Disciplined

The hardest part is to keep going because there are going to be days where you want to stop. When those days hit you, push yourself. It’s going to be hard. It’s going to feel like you’re having to drag yourself to where your going, but don’t give up on yourself.

The day you say “I’m not feeling it today” is the day you could set yourself back.

And I’m not talking about rest days. Those are completely different.

I’m talking about the days where you dread to get out of bed. The days where you’d rather stay in bed longer and scroll through TikTok or Facebook/Instagram reels. Those are the days where you need to push yourself. Here’s the truth, nobody is going to push you except you. Nobody is going to help you get out of bed, you have to be able to do that yourself. You’re friends can encourage you as much as possible, but they’re not going to force you. It’s your decision and you have to be able to help yourself.

Show Up For You 🫶

Only YOU will be there for you.

Out of the past times where I endured singleness, this time I’m truly taking the time to learn myself and help myself. In the past, I never took the time to heal from my wounds. Now, I am, and right now I’m enjoying this time I have with just Him.

Not everyday is glamorous. Not everyday is “fun”. But everyday is a chance for something new ✨🫶