This is the part that sucks… I’m not going to lie. I know that this time is GOOD for me, but it doesn’t mean that it is “fun”.
Not being able to see my friends and socialize is hard. Even though I’m doing better, I still can’t risk getting sick again. My immune system is weak and I’m easily susceptible to getting stick and I definitely don’t want to end back up in the hospital and start from back at square 1.
My grandma gave me wise advice. “It’s only 3-6 months out of your life. Where this process will give you a LONG life.” It’s true… but like I said, it still sucks.
Though, during this time of recovery, I’m learning things. I’m learning what I LOVE to do. I’m learning what I’m CAPABLE of doing. I’m PRAYING MORE. I’m becoming more open to things. This time is truly CRUCIAL for me because while not being able to work, I’m able to truly take this time to LEARN, GET BETTER & GROW.
This season right now does suck. But, it is for the best… I know the intentions behind it. I know God has a plan for me through this. It may easier, harder or both. I don’t know what it’s going to look like. But, what I can do is take care of myself and cling to God. He has a plan for me through this process. I don’t know the plan is, but all I can do is remain faithful and trust that something good is going to come out of this 🙏

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