Coming To The Realization

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The hardest part about all of this is what I’m learning…

After getting the answers, I’m coming to the realization that I dealt with EVERYTHING for too long.

I dealt with Epilepsy basically since I was born, but didn’t know what Epilepsy could cause later on down the road. Hence, which is why I have Celiac disease. If you’ve had/have Epilepsy, you have a higher risk of developing Celiac Disease. I’m not saying that for every person with Epilepsy, but that just was the case for me. I’ve had gut issues practically for 10+ years, but never thought it was the result of Celiac. Unfortunately, Epilepsy caused a lot of issues for my body that didn’t get taken care of properly right away, no wonder I’ve been struggling for so long. It wasn’t because I meant to be how I was, it was just because I didn’t know I needed “help”.

Why did it take 24 years? I don’t have the answer to that… but what I do know is that God saved me. Not only did God save me, but He gave me people to help me along the way. There’s been pain, there’s been heartbreak and there’s been damage. But, there is healing. After many years of STRUGGLING, not knowing what’s “happening” to my body. I am finally going through a healing process that I thought would never happen for me. There IS a light at the end of tunnel, you just have to keep moving FORWARD to get there to see it.

I thought depression was my “life”. I got diagnosed with severe depression and severe anxiety over a year ago. Depression ROBS you from life. It RIPS you from the ones you love MOST. It RIPS your joy. I knew I was depressed, but I didn’t know HOW depressed. People with Celiac Disease can also experience anxiety and depression… it’s not easy. Thankfully, I’m much less depressed now I’m healing 🙏

Now, is life sunshine and rainbows now that I am healing? No, but I don’t hate life anymore. I still have times where I’m sad, frustrated and mad. Thankfully, I’m finally feeling HAPPY and INLOVE with GOD after SO LONG, it’s truly an amazing feeling.

If your dealing with depression/anxiety or anything that is weighing you down. YOU WILL GET THROUGH IT! You just have to keep going! Surround yourself with people who genuinely want to help you and pray for you. Surround yourself with people who make you HAPPY, who want to see you SHINE. Surround yourself with people who want to see you THRIVE. YOU WILL OVERCOME YOUR BATTLES! They were never meant for you to fight! Give EVERYTHING TO GOD! LET HIM WORK! 🙏❤️🙏

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