Good Health Praise God

First off, it is hard, but yes, I do. There are days where I question why things are happening to my body. I sometimes get mad at God and wonder if I am being punished. My faith sure does struggle a lot. I don’t know what’s wrong with me and I ask God “why won’t you heal me?” or “how long is this going to last?”.

It’s hard to not think, “could I have caused this?”. Of course, we don’t intentionally try to get sick. Sometimes stress can cause more hurt to our bodies than we think. Health issues can be caused from many different thing… stress, poor diet, etc. We never think to realize that something small can cause a major impact on our health.

I don’t know if I caused this or not, but what I am trying to do is become better. What I mean by that is, I wasn’t always a nice person and struggled A LOT with anxiety. With the help from family and counseling, I have grown a lot. Praise be to God for setting me straight and for helping me grow and mature. But, like any normal human being, I do have days where I struggle like everyone else. I have my “off” days too.

The hard thing about this is that I have so many questions. Yet doctors aren’t able to give me an answer because they don’t even know. Patience is a virtue and it’s very true. I have to be patient with this whole process. It’s not easy, but at the same time, I’m glad that I know God has my life in his hands.