Here’s the thing, why would I waste my time worrying when I don’t know what’s wrong with my body. Am I concerned? Absolutely! I have no clue why my joints randomly started having an issue. Even my family was like “what? What caused this?” They’re just as confused and concerned as me, probably even more.
At the beginning I was more concerned that I am now. First the joint issue started in my hands, then it spread to my arms and legs. The concern started when I couldn’t workout anymore. That’s why my depression kicked in. Working out helps lower my anxiety and I couldn’t do what helped to relieve my stress. My ankle got so bad that I had a hard time walking. I would cry because I wanted the issue to go away. So many people kept asking “What’s wrong?” “Did you get answers?’ I loved the care and support I got from my workplace. Sometimes It was a little overwhelming. I just repeated the same thing over and over again.
I don’t know when things will start looking up. As my family has said “I wouldn’t think that you were sick, you look healthy!” Thats the thing. People may look healthy on the outside. But on the inside, they could be struggling, and we wouldn’t even be able to tell. Some people can just hold it together very well.

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